
Sometimes I wonder how I have let the last year slip away. 365 days since you were born, but I remember that day. Embedded among my memories are painful contractions, a half faulty epidural, and t
he worst pain ever. Clear as day are the memories of your heartbeat on the monitor to the moment they placed you on my chest, and the peace that came over both of us as nearly an hour passed with us staring at each other.
All my life, I wanted a baby girl. One I could dress up in frilly dresses, tights, and hair bows and ties. For now, you let me. I imagine that as you get older, you will grow tired of Mommy constantly fussing with your hair, or making you get into those adorable dresses. When you outgrow it all, it will be okay. We are making memories, my Little Love.
You adore your big brother so much. And yes, he adores you as well. He protects you and plays with you. He has always been so fascinated with you. Watching you and him grow together this last year has made my heart swell. I can only hope the two of you remain close, protective of one another, and get along always.
In the past 365 days, you have:
- smiled
- coo’d
- rolled over

- crawled
- cut two teeth
- been to the ER in an ambulence
- walked (up to 6 steps unassisted now)
- waved hello and good-bye
- said: “mama, dada, baba, hi, bye, no, & uh-oh
- and even are featured on a website! (www.cutiepatutus.com)
There is honestly so much more that you have done that I can’t even name.
Each day you change ju
st a little bit. Each day I fall a little bit more in love with you. Would it be bias of me to say I think you are perfect? Even if it is, I will say it anyways. You are everything I ever imagined my baby girl would be.
I wish the time wouldn’t go by so fast. With every moment that passes, and each new thing you do or say, I try my hardest to live in the moment. My attempts to stop time have been unsuccessful. I promise you this though – pictures last forever. Each picture is a moment in time captured that can (and will) be relived over and over.
So I take pictures. Lots of them. Here are some of my favorites over the last year.
Ariana Lin, I love you soooo much! Happy Birthday to you! Here are to many many more years worth of memories and birthdays to come.
Love,
Your Mommy








